| life |
[Feb. 25th, 2006|07:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 2pac | ] |
i lie,,
to my teachers
to my parents,,
i cant stop
wake up,,
stay in bed
walk around the house
sit in bed on the computer
lay in bed
watch a movie
sit in bed
aim
walk around the house more,,
look for food
nothing to eat
sit in bed
well what an amazing way to spend my days
ok well hip hop is amazing,,
dont yell at me, i didnt even do anything
well thats all for now |
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| RENT |
[Feb. 25th, 2006|02:49 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | robin | ] |
i went crazy this morning i yelled a lot and threw a chair,,, and the i cried,,
picked up robin,, way early...
guitar hero is the best playstation,, game ever,,
its funny watching robin play because she rocks out,,
thank you jenye west and nick for stopping by that was super sweet,,, can we hang out,, i miss you guys,,
watched RENT with maria,, and she hecka liked it,, heck yes, and my parents watched it and i hoped they liked it as well,, i am sure that my dad liked it,,
rocket summer sunday,,
schoolll,,, ewww i just want to be finished i have so much homework and i never do it, i am stupid,, well
light my candle,,
-mimi |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 23rd, 2006|10:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | on the phone with robin | ] |
well hello there,,,
its been sometime, i dont really have much to write about,
i art school is getting hard,, i dont really sleep or eat much,, i have a hard time finishing my homework on the weekends i spend resting,,
rocket summer sunday,, i better be going,
i am in love with the movie RENT, everyone must see that movie now, i bought it the day it came out, i have watched 3 out of the 4 days i have had it,, oh heeeey
ok well i am going to bed.. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 29th, 2006|03:22 am] |
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you want everything to work.. but you can feel it as it falls between your fingers,,, and you could cry and punch the wall, and your body takes over your mind. the smile that was once there was washed away, by the tear that i cried,, |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 18th, 2005|11:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | people cleaning | ] |
i am have two more classes tomorrow..
i get to sell back my books..
i love it because i need some money right now,,
robin is almost home..
yayaayyayayyayay
valeria is coming in like 3 days...
great,, italians |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 17th, 2005|06:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the island | ] |
i went to the city today.
i am an art student
i have my id card and everything
sweet huh?!?!
oh ok |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 16th, 2005|03:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | people working on the house | ] |
i have no money.. so no christmas shopping..
i really have $0 and i am a little scared
i dont know when robin is coming home anymore..
valeria will be there on the 21st
i am a little nervous for that.
i dont feel good... it is cold
i took my history final today..
i have to finish my psych test & write a speech of monday |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 15th, 2005|02:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the temptations are amazing | ] |
school is almost over.. which good.. but i have a lot of hard tests.
robin will be back on sunday
heather will be back on sunday
valeria will be here the 21st
vegas on the 22nd-23rd
my uncles house on the 24th
christmas wha whattt
break from school until jan..9th
jenye we need to hang out.. do you want to go christmas shopping with me
i am really lazy i dont do much anymore.. i want to go the movies.. i like movies..hahaha |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|09:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | people | ] |
because jenye said so..
i am at school.. and i have 2 tests today.. i am going to fail one.. valeria will be here in 7 days.. going to las vegas in 8 days.
jenye lets hang out
robin moved i am sad. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 13th, 2005|07:06 pm] |
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
What does your handwriting say about YOU? |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|05:24 am] |
| [ | music |
| | anxiety--- black eyed peas | ] |
i hate the nights that i never sleep... so call me |
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| working -----------------money |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|10:49 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the other people working | ] |
so i am at work... i am working 9:30-6 poop. i am working 10-5:30 the next two day..... iam working on saturday and working mon-thur. all next week . then after that i will be 20. i dont know what i should do for it. i might go out of town i dont know yet does anyone have any ideas,,,,,
sweet life |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 28th, 2005|01:36 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | shut the f up | ] |
i hate people
i hate the ones that talk about you behind your back
i hate the ones that feel the need to repeat everything they heard
i hate the ones that lie to your face
i hate the ones that find it their place to tell the world how they feel about a person
i hate the ones that say they will do one thing but they really only say that to make you happy
so i guess i hate myself .... because i do all of that. but i do know that there are some other people i know out there that do these things as well.... and right now i am not to happy with them. f you and you. and it hurts to think. people should learn to keep things to themselves and learn not to believe what the world tells them... and people should learn to stop talking when they are mad, for aworld of things will come from their mouths.
well really i am just pissed. and the thing that i thought i had in people are gone.
thank you, thank you very much. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 10th, 2005|03:04 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my computer overheating | ] |
so this is me and i am updating. wow amazing. at times
there are so many things that are in your head. but the way to
write them all down is very hard. but i feel like i should write
some of those things. i am a silly girl. i am become very silly 3 or so
years ago. it is driving me crazy.
so i have some pretty awesome friends.... and you all better know who
you are. and if you dont then i hzve been doing my job as a
friend wrong.,,
i love being italian because i love the parties that we have. i love my grandparents they are awesome
i am very emotional.. hahahah.,,,, everything makes me cry. i
cried 3 times today. about 3 different things ... wow i am baby.
for some reason i love people so much. no matter how many
times you walk all over me i will still be your friend. you can
tell me you never want to see or speak to me ever and i will still find
a way to do those things. why would you do that to yourself..
i dont like giving up on people.,,, why would you want to some to give up on you. that just makes you feel sad.
today i sat and listened to my uncle tell me that his kids were losers
and how much they screwed up and how shitty he (didnt)raised
them. if i was his kid i would have done the drugs and rebeled
just like his kids did.
the one thing in the world i think that i hate the most is waiting for
people. i get in really pissy moods and i yell at everyone...hahha
i am going to disneyland one monday and tuesday,,, with the canadians.. i love my family.. so i hope that is fun.
and to you guys,, i love you... i hope you know who i am talking about
have a nice day
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| (no subject) |
[May. 30th, 2005|02:23 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | size14 | ] |
well i am at the manhouse like always. hanging out with kerry aj nick and sara and shane is sleeping. i am going home soon for tomorrow i am going to disneyland with heather.... heck yes.
well i think that is all i have to say |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|03:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the rocket summer dvd | ] |
iheartthe.rocket.summer
bryce is so cool.
the show was amazing
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 5th, 2005|11:24 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing | ] |
I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
Cause I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
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| everything |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|07:39 am] |
| [ | music |
| | everything -alanis morissette | ] |
i can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone
Who is as negative as I am sometimes
I am the wisest woman you've ever met
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected
i have the bravest heart that you've ever seen and you've never met anyone
Who is as positive as I am sometimes
you see everything you see every part
you see all my light and you love my dark
you dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
i blame everyone else & not my own partaking
my passive aggressive-ness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting and you've never met anyone
Who is as closed down as I am sometimes
you see everything you see every part
you see all my light and you love my dark
you dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
What I resist persists and speaks louder than i know
What i resist you love no matter how low or high I go
I am the funniest woman that you've ever known
I am the dullest woman that you've ever known
I'm the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known and you've never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am sometimes
you see everything you see every part
you see all my light and you love my dark
you dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
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